Beks' Story
My name is Beks - Rebecca but I am called Beks. This is how I discovered that I like spanking and CP stuff.
When I was young, certainly not in my teens, I was a really shy girl and was not interested in the sexy chat other girls were into about boys. I was a late developer I suppose. Then one night, there was an old movie on and John Wayne suddenly picked up a girl and started spanking her bum through her skirt as he carried her off. My mum was watching too so I could not react at all, she thought nothing of it, but I suddenly had feelings I never had before, of excitement and I think arousal, and though I have forgotten all about the rest of the movie, I remember the spanking scene vividly, short and implied though it was.
And I thought about it over and over for some time too, and started messing with myself at the same time, so the two sensations became closely linked.
My best friend Sue (Susannah) and I talked about lots of things but never about boys for quite a time after that. Then one day we were talking about "what boys do". I suppose we were 13 or 14 at the time, and I think I directed the chat to spanking as well.
I persuaded her into spanking my jeans that day, and while it wasn't sexually fulfilling the arousal of finally being spanked had me flying. It wasn't a hard spanking or anything, a few play pats really, but it really had an effect. I cant really remember what I did for her, probably rubbing her chest or something. But I remember those six slaps on my jeans!!
We did similar things on and off for months, only every month or so, not regularly, then she stopped wanting to play the game. But I loved every time she spanked me, and it had moved on from my jeans that were spanked, and I had her spanking my panties and hitting a bit harder. But it was not really hard, just harder than slaps. That kept me in fantasies for a long time.
I was not into girls though, and always wanted a guy to do things to me. I had the usual round of boys, lots of snogging, hands groping my top then of course inside my bra (I am not a big girl but they are sensitive), then eventually I was having sex (which was good too) but none of the guys responded to my hints about spanking at all, so I began to think it was just my head it happened in.
I kept pushing the spanking stuff away, and even forgot about it sometimes, and then it would come back with a force, and I would want to do something with spanking, but it never happened.
Of course, I bypassed the parental controls on my laptop (even though I was a slow learner) and found a few sites with spanking stories and pictures. Being honest, some of the severe pictures put me off for a while. But I kept going back to look at them. I loved the images of girls bent over though the nude shots embarrassed me as much as excited, and the severe shots still scared me more than anything. But some of the pictures stuck in my mind and it was something I really wanted to happen to me too.
Then one day on Gumtree personals (when they still ran them), I spotted an advert from a man who was local wanting a schoolgirl to spank. I did not realise that he meant an older girl to dress in schoolgirl clothes (naive eh?) but thought he meant a real schoolgirl - and that was me. I looked at the advert, closed the browser, restarted it and looked again and then closed it for days! I was in a total turmoil about the advert.
The guy wanted a schoolgirl for regular spankings! And I fantasised about it for days and kept trying to forget it but couldn't. So I finally replied using my hotmail email and then sent the guy a message saying I wanted to try a spanking. And the result? Nothing. Nothing at all for days. I sat checking my hotmail every few minutes at first, then two or three times an hour, then every few hours, but there was no reply. That is, until about three or so weeks after my message - "sorry I was on holiday" he replied.
So we started chatting. He asked what I wanted and I said honestly I wanted a spanking. He asked how often I had been spanked, I tried to be honest and said I had not really been spanked though told him about Sue too. After a ton of emails we went onto MSN and chatted and when he believed that I was a genuine schoolgirl he was very keen but also nervous (not as nervous as me).
One evening maybe three or so weeks after he first replied we were on MSN again and he said if I was serious why didn't we just do it? I flipped - chatting about the various ways to spank had set me on fire and it had almost become an end in itself, to chat in detail but never do it. But here he was suggesting me really getting spanked!
He suggested we meet in a cafe, chat, and then if I was OK to, we could go off in his car and I could get that spanking I wanted as long as it was bare bottom. I had always thought it was going to be on jeans or at worst on panties, but when he made the bare bottom condition I agreed without any hesitation. I was so ready for it!
A quick "I am off to see Sue" to Mum, and I was off to the cafe to meet him. I walked up and down outside the cafe a few times, almost going back hone once I think, but in the end just walked in despite being terrified. There was a guy there and I wasn't sure it was him until he waved, and bought my coffee. And we chatted while we drank the coffee (well he chatted, asking me if I was ok and so on, I was pretty quiet though was positive agreeing I was ok and wanted this to happen).
Then he just said something like "well are you going to?" and I managed to nod and agree - I was really far too nervous to chat. We finished the coffee and went out to his car (Yes I KNOW I shouldn't have gone away with a stranger but I trusted him now).
We drove to a quiet spot outside town and he said to push my seat right back and then wind the back right down. And then he said to me to take my jeans right off (that was a surprise - I had thought maybe I would just slip them to my knees but he said it so matter-of-fact that I just did it). I sat there with my jeans on the floor, in my panties, terrified and thrilled to my core all at once. He said to lay face down so I turned round and lay down. He touched my back then my bum through my panties then he slipped them to my knees.
Then he caressed the base of my back and my bum a bit more and had me turn my head away. And smack on one cheek, smack on the other, sort of gently but harder than anything Sue had done. And more and more, all gentle, maybe a dozen in total.
He asked how I was, I said great.
Could I take more? I said definitely.
Could I take harder? I said yes.
So a dozen more, six on each cheek, but now stingy not slaps.
And then he asked again and I said yes I can take more.
This time he asked if Id like to try just four hard ones - I said yes. And I got four "ouch" grade smacks.
I was trembling with excitement, arousal and pain now.
Did I want to stop or go on? I was stunned that I wanted more and said I did want to go on.
Did I want them softer, the same or even harder. I didn't answer and he said "You want harder, dont you?" and I agreed. Well I nodded and he called me a "brave girl".
So I got another dozen, getting harder and harder as it went on. Before the end of the twelve I was sobbing, and after it he rubbed my bum gently for a minute then had me sit up and we hugged a bit then he dried my eyes. He had me talk about it all then, and I said I loved it.
He asked if this was a one-off now I had been spanked for real or was it going to be something I wanted to happen again. I knew immediately I wanted more, but when I said that he said we should chat on MSN and see how I felt in a day or two.
After more chat, and another long hug he drove back and dropped me in a quiet spot near home. I waved him off and went home. As soon as i was in my room I had my jeans and panties off and had a good look - being honest I was disappointed my bum was not as red as I had thought. I had imagined it would be like the ones in the pictures but it was just pink.
The next night, when we were chatting on MSN, I said that to him and he said he could make it as red as I wanted next time, and I asked him to. Well, he actually got me to ask - "tell me how red you want it Beks" and I said I wanted him to make it very red next time.
So were were already arranging my next spanking right at the start!
